So besides Kasper's death, school has been awesome! I basically love it there. Some people sorta get in my way like this one bitch Erick. He thinks he is like the smartest most awesome person. And this ho he likes named Christina she has an attidude. I get a shitload of homework everyday but I've been starting to cope with it. But school is really fun and I have a lot of friends. Today I'm going to Bansri's B-day party. It's gonna be DOPE! I still didn't get her a gift but I think I'm just gonna get her money. Well nothing new besides that. I can't wait to see Bansri and her pimping house. Muaz leave comments!!! XOXO

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OMG!! It;s been a MONTH since I updated! So much has happened both good and bad. Well, first and foremost my doggy, Kasper died. If any of you knew me well enough, you would understand the importance of his existince and how much my family is in pain. Its almost been a month since he got hit by a car b.c he got hit by a car on Creekside on August 14. We didn't know where he was. We were SOOOO sure some1 had him so we put up ads in the papers. But not a sign. No one responded. So finnally on August 18 (orientation day at school), my mom wakes me up and says "they found kasper's body". I was half asleep so I got up, went to the bathroom and went downstairs to talk to my mom who was on the phone with my dad telling him that a constuction worker found his rotting body,covered in maggots, and he wanted to bring him to our house so we could bury him in our backyard. My mom and sister wanted to have him bury him over there on the entrance to our neightborhood. So they did. I was oppossed to this. I wanted to make sure it was his body. We couldn't even get the collar.....maggots bit through it and it smelled of death and decay. It was the worst day of my life. I went to school, got my picture taken, and everything seemed so still and dead. My house right now seems like somethings missing and something is missing. He was like family. Like a son. He was mine. He depended on me for walks and for food. A month after his death, I still cry myself to sleep everynight thinking of how my whole family could have stopped the diaster. My sister left the screen door open a little. I hurd the scratching. My mom, who never goes to sleep early, was asleep and same with me. And my dad was a good boy and went to sleep early as well. My mom woke up to go to the bathroom at 11 and we realized he was gone. So we started looking for him:in cars on foot. No luck. I prayed so much and nothing. I was also cursing at him for running away and saying he doesnt love us enough. But he did. He was just anxious. We made posters and still no luck. But one of the posters was noticed by the man who called. He put two and two together and noticed that the dog lying near the road was ours and he called. He never realized that although he gave us what we wanted it was this that hurt my family so much. We might get two news dogs but I dont want that. And the people that keep on saying "But ur getting two new dogs,right?" just dont understand it won't be the same EVER again. I always loved dogs and now its basically like I scared of them. This event just killed me and my life has gone downhill b/c of it.